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Tuesday, 14 March 2006

  • Days.

    A little bit.

    That's all life is isin't it?

    Just a question, a word, a lie, a truth, that's all.

    As nations rise and nations fall.

    We step on through hate through love through stife.

    That's simply life.

    I've lost a lot, hit pretty hard.

    People would say that i've been delt a shitty card.

    But again, that's just life.

    I can't change it, nor can you.

    It's predetermined what you do.

    However, we strive to survive in this unfriendly world full of war, hate, pain, and death.

    Yet the worst many people think about is the smell of one's breath.

    It's all bullshit anyway.

    A younger child wakes up, stands up, gets up, to a life of school and coloring in the lines.

    A teenage child wakes up, stands up, gets up, to a life of harder school and speeding fines.

    And myself, a college student wakes up, stands up, gets up, to a life of even HARDER school and lines and lines of books and fines and fines of school, of life, of everything this side of the valley of wine.

    Some people would invite the ending of the day of days.

    Retribution is only one church visit away they say.

    I couldn't care.

    If the ends come well I can't do much about it.

    I'll just sit here and wait to see, what the one named god thinks of me.

    That is, if there is a god.

    But that's enough about that, I digress.

    I'm moving through this life at my own pace, ignoring the constant rat race as it races around me.

    College isin't too bad, it's better then before.

    I just keep learning more and more.

    Or am I?

    I doubt I really am, i'm probably just remembering this fact for this class.

    And I think, that this fact will pass, out of my mind, my soul, possibly never to return.

    Yet I keep going.

    Now it's my turn to ask the same.

    How are you playing this little game?

    Life was it called? I forgot long ago.

    It's getting late now, about 4:03.

    I guess its about that time for me.

    I'll see you if I see you.

    I'm not really sure.

    So until then, stay safe, and secure.

    And most of all.

    Goodnight.

     

Thursday, 19 January 2006

  •    Well, it's about 2:28, and i have school tomorrow at nine. Now, you may ask, why the hell am I still awake? In a nutshell i woke up and went downstairs, i noticed that our guinea pig was acting odd, she's laying on her side, inable to stand up, twitching, which is bad. Now before i get any shit on this listen: this paticular guinea pig is important to me mainly because it was my mother's favorite pet after Jr. her dog. Yes, it may seem girly, yes it may seem stupid, or needless, or even weak on my part, but i don't give a flying fuck. This little animal here is one of the last connections i have to my mother, however small it may be, it brought moments of happyness even up to her last day. Now why am i writing about a damn mammal instead of my mother's death? Well frankly because i believe that if your close enough to me, you know what's happened, and if you don't sucks for you. It's too damn painful to bother talking about anyway. But in any case, i've done all i can, and i hope she'll get better, although marisa said to give up, i don't want to, and can only hope for the best, and i'll doubt i'll be getting sleep tonight.

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